My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from saving me, from the words of my groaning?
O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer,
and by night, but I find no rest...
...I will tell of your name to my brothers;
in the midst of the congregation I will praise you.
...............
My God, my God...why have you forsaken me?
Alone.
Abandoned.
Unheard.
Unremembered.
Forsaken.
Today we resort to curse words as a cheap substitute for honest reflection. When I feel abandoned by God due to some horrible circumstance, do I really dig deep and share my darkest fears and complaints with God or anyone?
Am I willing to be this brutally honest?
Like David?
Like Jesus?
And they crucified him and divided his garments among them, casting lots for them, to decide what each should take. And it was the third hour when they crucified him....And at the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lema sabachthani?" which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" (Mark 15:24, 25, 34)
Have I ever felt this separation from my Father and wept from the crushing weight of it? Or can this only be felt by one who has treasured God in a profoundly intimate way, like this second person of the Trinity, who had enjoyed perfect fellowship with his Father stretching back through all eternity past?
He bore this sorrow so that I would not have to.
Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us—for it is written, "Cursed is everyone who is hanged on a tree"— so that in Christ Jesus the blessing of Abraham might come to the Gentiles, so that we might receive the promised Spirit through faith. (Galatians 3:13, 14)
He was not only cursed for us, he traded our sin for his righteousness.
For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God. (2 Corinthians 5:21 ESV)
He not only took our curse and our sin, but he bore our sorrows and gave us peace with God by being crushed on our behalf.
Surely he has borne our griefs
and carried our sorrows;
yet we esteemed him stricken,
smitten by God, and afflicted.
But he was wounded for our transgressions;
he was crushed for our iniquities;
upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace,
and with his stripes we are healed. (Isaiah 53:4, 5 ESV)
Words fail.
But Psalm 22 gives us an example of how prayer can lead us out of this pit of despair and toward faith in the God who can redeem us out of every hopeless situation.
Honesty.
It starts with honest reflection on where we are and how it feels (22:1-2, 6-8, 12-18). God can handle our honesty, and the model of many of the lament psalms urges us to be real with Him.
Recollection. Then we must recall - call to mind - what we know is true about God and how he has proven trustworthy in the past (22:3-5, 9-11).
Notice how honesty and recollection were interwoven in this psalm, swinging back and forth, showing how this recollection is really a vicious battle of the mind. Choosing the truth may take time and effort, but it will be worth it for what it produces - faith.
Faith.
To finally emerge from the battle of the mind with a simple cry for help is itself an act of faith (22:19-21). And once there is a wedge of faith, the door to seeing God at work opens wide and leads to praise.
Praise.
The cry for help will eventually be met with an answer from God, who is utterly faithful to his children, though not always in the ways or times that we expect (22:22-31).
Notice that this praise is cooperate and invitational. David, and ultimately Jesus, emerged from their darkest hour filled with contagious praise for the faithful God who restored them. They cannot help but call others to join in celebrating.
I will close by quoting the other New Testament passage that refers to this Psalm. Hebrews tells us that Jesus went to the cross and emerged from the empty tomb in order to be our worship leader - he alone can lead us to the throne room of our Father and represent us in song and adoration. Let us call to mind the eternal chorus that awaits us in heaven, especially when we feel utterly forsaken and alone:
For it was fitting that he, for whom and by whom all things exist, in bringing many sons to glory, should make the founder of their salvation perfect through suffering. For he who sanctifies and those who are sanctified all have one source. That is why he is not ashamed to call them brothers, saying,
"I will tell of your name to my brothers;
in the midst of the congregation I will sing your praise."
Since therefore the children share in flesh and blood, he himself likewise partook of the same things, that through death he might destroy the one who has the power of death, that is, the devil, and deliver all those who through fear of death were subject to lifelong slavery. For surely it is not angels that he helps, but he helps the offspring of Abraham. Therefore he had to be made like his brothers in every respect, so that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in the service of God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people. For because he himself has suffered when tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted. (Hebrews 2:10-12, 14-18 ESV)
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